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i know, i know...i tend to talk a LOT about my nocturnal business on this journal. but, it seems to me dreams say so much more about the dreamers than the dreams themselves...sooooo, in my own silly freudian way, i suppose i'm just documenting my subconscious, as well as providing a titch of self therapy (goddess knows i need it)

so, this dream of mine from last night, it made me wanna sleep forever, and ever, and EVER *sigh* you know the kind....the ones where you wake up in the middle, feel reality knocking at your door, and quickly clench your eyes shut, hoping for that sleepy feeling...praying for that 2nd act. but, we all know good things must come to an end, right?

for those who don't know me (and perhaps some that do) i was a bit of a beatles freak back in the day. mind you, they were broken up for many years by the time i caught 'the bug'....but, that didn't curtail my enthusiasm. n'no....not one bit. everything these four men embodied, represented and created kept me afloat...they were the air i breathed and the water i drank. when my parents separated (and i hit puberty, let's not forget THAT little bump!), i turned to music. it became the one and only drug of choice that nurtured and numbed me through many a rough time. i was largely an only child at this point, since my older siblings had moved away and started their own adult lives, NO fault to them....but, i did feel very alone in the world all of a sudden. let's just say, lucky for me, booze or sex hadn't entered the picture just yet, otherwise i'd prolly be a great grandmother or chummin' it up with john and george at this very moment.

so, last night...i stumbled into the beatles' hotel room after an american concert, circa 1964...we're talkin' just off the heels of 'hard day's night' beatles. cutey cute, floppy flop hair, and suity suit suits....yummy yum yum! they were just young enough not to be jaded by things like fanatical fans, the maharishi, battling egos ooooooor yoko.

it was magical.

the first one on the scene was ringo. he walked into the room and my first thought was.....'my GOD, you are now officially my favorite beatle! just what was i THiNKiNG with the whole paul thing?!!!!' ringo's eyes were just SPARKLiNG. he greeted me with open arms, without an ounce of self importance....he was just SOOOO laid back. i felt most comfortable with him, chatting him up and joking with him most of the night. he even sported a rainbow colored rastafarian wig (which looked surprisingly sexy on him?!) and started writing notes on my exposed feet with a sharpie pen.

although paul and george were present, i never interacted with them, not sure why. maybe i was having too much fun with ringo to care, or perhaps i was too nervous to meet them. finally, in walks john. he leaned down to all the other beatles and said...."g'night GuhRLS...i'm off to 'ave a bit o' fun."

i looked at john and outstretched my arms, wiggling them frantically in a half crazed wave.....he then walked toward me as if to shake my hand. i pretended to faint and yanked him as i plummeted to the floor (clever girl!) as i slowly 'came to' and opened my eyes, i reached up to kiss him (?!!) but, john quickly pulled away, exclaiming his marital status. then, quite surprisingly, he gazed at me, drew me closer, our lips nearly locked, only a thin sheet of air lay between us....our warm breath softly danced back and forth, back and forth. then, finally...he planted THE biggest, hottest, most wet dreamiest kiss on me!!!!!! FULL TONGUE.

then, sadly, i awoke...god damn it!!!!

i would've been freud's favorite patient, THiS, i know.


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Apr. 14th, 2007 02:01 am (UTC)
You don't suppose that Jozee hopped up on the bed last night and gave you a sloppy kiss on the lips, do you?
Apr. 14th, 2007 02:05 am (UTC)
ooooooooor, just MAYBE i heard YOU TWO goin' at it?!!!

Apr. 14th, 2007 02:30 pm (UTC)
grl, i want whut you been sniffin'/smokin'/drinkin' b4 bedtime! you have THE best dreamz.
greetings from cold-as-hell and rainy St. Louis.
Apr. 14th, 2007 06:06 pm (UTC)
Re: dreamer
heh...here's my recipe for dreams a'plenty:

cheese and chocolate with a nip of 'quila...and don't forget to watch conan o'brien as you're drifting off. ;D
Apr. 15th, 2007 06:03 pm (UTC)
I'm all about the cheese, sister! Had to cut back on the 'quila, though. love that Conan, he's such a freak.
It's been wicked cold again here, so I had to pull out the elec. blanket (or creepy dream-maker, as I call it) & have had some wacked-out dreams lately. tho' sadly, none involved the fab 4 or any other musicians. Guess I need to eat more cheez, if that's even possible for me.
luvyamuch, RH
Apr. 15th, 2007 11:33 pm (UTC)
Re: cheez-quila
what is this....SUMMER? and you have a CHiLL in the air....STiLL? gotta say, i don't miss that 'stank louis' weather, not ONE bit.

and you might just cut a pat o'butter to go along with all that cheese before beddy-bye (and, eh hem, i'll take your left over 'quila!)...i SO wanna buy a truck load of those butter cutters for my friends/fam/and me!!!! you are the QUEEN of wacked out gifts!!!

love you muchly!
Apr. 15th, 2007 06:37 am (UTC)
hey baby,
awesome dream!
especially fun to read as i glance to my right and spy the totally fab black and white 8X10 of you and me from hi-skewl. you in a suit with perfect paul pose- cig in hand, awesome beatle cut do, and me in some strange-ass hat holding "your" album up! ah... we had some moments, didn't we?!
wish i had a scanner so i could email it to you.
Apr. 15th, 2007 06:39 pm (UTC)
hey kimmy doodle!

i remember that picture (moan took it, right?) yeah, those were some crazy times! funny, how i STiLL crave that androj look?!! and you were so dern cute, holding that album up like you couldn't believe you were standing next to a beatle!!!
Apr. 15th, 2007 08:13 pm (UTC)
aw! i love you, baby!! glad you remember it! i wasn't sure if it was moan or suzie c. who took it. i was thinkin' suzie, tho. i think it's kewl you still do androgeny so well! it's like, yah. you knew who you were! one of the reasons i have always loved you. you're you and you do you so well!
Apr. 16th, 2007 01:53 am (UTC)
me dos love-o you....mucho!

and you KNOW this, but i look back on those times as pure L i V i N G. no regard for much, other than experiencing as much as we could digest in any given moment....void of drugs! we laughed...we cried...void of baggage (backpacks, maybe!) HAHAHAHA

aaaaaaanyhoo, i lerv ya deeply, my sweet kimmy...
Apr. 16th, 2007 05:18 am (UTC)
pure living- love it! and true, true. glad we had and still have each other.

i'm sleepy now. caught a cold at my residency last week. 40 kindergarten kids and one kimmy made for a very uneven germ-exchange. and all we did was tap dance! sheesh! guess i need to start wearing gloves and surgical masks...

sweet beatley dreams, baby.
Apr. 15th, 2007 09:51 pm (UTC)
I guess I thought I already left a note here.
I L O V E the Beatles. Some of their LPs I have bought three times: when they first came out, then in 1980 and then again in this century.
Apr. 15th, 2007 11:25 pm (UTC)
Re: beatles
seeeee, now you have enough to put in each room in the house. P E R F E C T.

one can never have too many beatles.. ;D
Apr. 16th, 2007 03:48 pm (UTC)
Re: beatles
I always did like Ringo-don't know why. Maybe because he was so different from the other 3. Also. I like the drums. And individualism. And androgany, I am going for the hippie/dike look.
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