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in sickness and in health...

i know i'm sick when i can't even summon the strength to get into the studio. the very thought of it has exhausted me, of late. exercising, socializing, and sleeping less than 9 hours a day have become brutal chores for me....

but, the lack of passion in the studio has bothered me most. i LiVE for zen moments as an artist....these are times when alcohol seems watered down, sex seems pointless, food...tasteless.

so, when i lose THAT part of myself, aside from health, relationships and daily obligations.....i REALLY get scared. because that's what defines me, at least at this point in my life.....

it's where my true 'happy' is.

i worked more today than i have in the last 2 weeks....so, hopefully baby's got her groove back...


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May. 23rd, 2007 12:01 pm (UTC)
relax, i bet something new and exciting will come of this period of rest and reexamination!
May. 23rd, 2007 03:26 pm (UTC)
hey! so this means you're starting to feel better, right?!


"GO BABY, GO!!!!!!"

May. 23rd, 2007 04:54 pm (UTC)
Oh, so THAT'S where you got to! I thought that you had barricaded yourself somewhere where I would never ever find you!

(feel better soon)
May. 23rd, 2007 08:14 pm (UTC)
I think so.

And we all go through lulls.

I'm in one. I'm not sick...but things like sex, amusements and such really don't hold much interest for me. It's all...eh.

But I am so glad you are creating and doing!
May. 23rd, 2007 11:34 pm (UTC)
i'm the same - i know i'm REALLY sick if i can't make it out to the studio. something is seriously wrong then. but glad to hear that you're back - i think you're right, it's a good sign and you're back in the groove.
May. 25th, 2007 11:40 pm (UTC)
!!!!!!! nuttin' better than a productive day in the studio, daaaaaaaamn straight....
it's like laughter...it's just sooooo good for the soul, and prolly adds years to our lives...

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