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day one.

day one of sobriety.
so far, so good.
i hope i can make it stick.

i knew this day would come eventually.
i'm scared to death.

but, the alternative is much, MUCH scarier.

i've always thought i could have one cocktail and be fine.
but, i can't.
i've always thought i could skip a day of drink.
but, i never did.
i could blame it on my family history.
but, i won't.

i'm trying to look at the positives....
just think of all the money we'll save.
i'll probably sleep better.
my liver won't explode.

so, i guess it's virgin drinks and o'douls for me now.
and maybe a little caffeine for good measure.

Comments

ainetl
Aug. 23rd, 2007 11:40 pm (UTC)
i had no idea. but it's amazing! so happy for you that you're realizing and trying.

my dad's family has a problem with this. my dad always said it was the hardest thing in life for him, more difficult than korea and cancer. hang in there!
artworkslive
Aug. 23rd, 2007 11:52 pm (UTC)
hey, thanks!
it's not gonna be easy, but i know i'll be better off in the long run...
ainetl
Aug. 24th, 2007 07:53 pm (UTC)
for sure, drinking is incredibly tough on your body and mind. hope things are still going well for you today. i completely believe that it's a disease that some are more likely to get than others, you've got my full sympathy and hang in there!

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