in fact, i'm so determined, i won't rest until the purse project receives the exposure it deserves. it's funny, i'm not even really that upset. (aside from this slight lump in my throat) but, i know....i just have a feeling deep down....like if not here, then maybe there. if they didn't get it, maybe someone else WiLL. i think i'm mostly upset because i wanted to SEE it come to life...to thank all the people who gave me precious pieces of themselves for this project...by SHOWiNG them what they helped me create....it lives, it breathes, it vibrates with soul...and i just want to share that with people. does a falling tree really make noise if there's no one there to hear it?
thank you miles, for being a true friend and helping me mentally prepare yesterday. i needed that, more than you'll ever know..
i've had some pretty incredible highs lately, and i'm not about to let this slow me down. for all i know, they didn't want the installation because of the profanity (in which case, i think they missed the point) maybe they didn't have the space for it. maybe it didn't mesh with the other installations. i'd seriously have issues if it came down to poor craftsmanship or execution, as i've honed my techniques and feel quite confident in my abilities.
i guess this is the time to say..
i'll just pick myself up,
dust myself off,
and do it all over again.